Joy

Sorry for adding this page in my blog that so out of my blog title and topic, I just want to express or else I will burst!

This name really hurts me..can't describe how much pain this girl has cause me.  I believe in her when she told me that she will stop her affair with my husband.  Whatever affair it is..she must stop!!!

It was January 2011, was reading my husband's emails - my heart just stopped beating when I've read those exchange of messages with Joy and I love you, I miss you, and words that really broke my heart into pieces.  Tears just kept flowing from my eyes and I can't stop crying. I love my husband so much, how can I hate him especially that I'm having his baby and I don't want the little angel in my tummy to see the world without his baba welcoming him.  Well, husband promised me..he said he will stop.  Sent Joy a message and she was sorry, she said that she doesn't know that my husband is married and she promised she will stop and she even told me to love my husband so he wouldn't look for that love from someone else.  Maybe my love wasn't enough. :( ... I chose to forgive him because I love him, life would be very different without him and that he's my husband and marriage should be forever.

April 16, 2011, woman instinct - my husband's having a shower, so I have a chance to look into his mobile and there's Joy's message in his inbox saying, "Good morning baby, love u..".  Maybe it's my fault for staying and for allowing them to hurt me.  Am giving birth on July and am hesitant to decide..husband'sbegging me to stay. I still love him but I don't know what to do now...I wish I can  hate him.. and I wish that Joy won't experience what I've been through...

Puto cheese Recipe (Filipino Steamed Cake with cheese)

Puto is one of the Filipino favorites...to those who are for craving puto, I'm sharing a recipe and hope this helps ;)

Ingredients

• 2 cups all-purpose flour
• 1 cup white sugar
• 1/2 tablespoon baking powder
• 3 eggs
• 1 small  can evaporated milk
• 3/4 cup water
• Cheese, as desired!
• Butter, to grease the molds

Directions

1. Mix the flour, sugar, and baking powder together in a bowl. In a separate bowl, scramble the eggs with the evaporated milk and water. Fold the dry mixture into the eggs until evenly blended.
2. Grease the puto molds with butter. Fill the greased molds 2/3 of the way up with the batter/mixture and top with shredded cheese
3. Steam for about 30 minutes or until a toothpick inserted in the center of one of the putos comes out clean.
Then serve and enjoy!!!

Guys, if you have suggestions to improve the recipe please feel free to leave a comment...

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